okay, I feel better.

Took a walk. Prayed. Breathed fresh air... made an appointment to have coffee with someone who understands...

Grace. Grace is good.

I need to remeber that when things are going well, growing, lives being changed... it's not really me. The Holy Spirit is working and God is doing what God set out to do. I'm just glad I get to be a part of that process.

Of course, when I feel like things aren't going like I want them to, grace allows me to relax. God is still doing what God set out to do. And He's not looking at me saying "You need to kick it up a notch!" If anything, He's saying "You need to relax and realize this is my deal."

Yeah- I need to work hard, and do all I can do... and then just relax. God's grace is sufficient.