somtimes I have trouble sleeping on Sunday nights...


My mind gets going about Sunday morning. The coulda's, shoulda's, woulda's...

Like today- Our worship pastor was gone and I led the worship, did the preaching, did the blessing at the end.

Sometimes even I get OD'ed on me.

Often I think Why couldn't I have been more creative in that?

So- at 3:30 or 4 in the mornng, I guess you just have to start looking forward to next Sunday, eh?

Or maybe just let it go...

We had a ton of people today, even though a ton more were gone on vacation/otherwise absent, which surprised me.

I need to learn how to deal with looking out there and seeing so many unfamiliar faces. But just between you and me, blog- it freaks me out a little. Especially when I'm so busy taking care of so many things and I see some people slip in, sit down, go untalked to, and slip out after...

I know some people want that, but...

It still pains me to see. I actually see some of those faces at 4:00am on a monday morning...